Who is this Jesus?

For 50 yrs I've been a fundamentalist or an evangelical. For 5 yrs I've investigated the evidence. Now I can only say that there are two choices. Neither is conclusive enough to be dogmatic. Jesus was either God in the flesh, or he was an apocalyptic prophet whose followers have turned the world upside down. So, whether the God I love and talk to every day is Jesus or just plain God makes no difference- to me or to God either.